Morbid Hell
The dead man's walking Ever so slowly to the point where doom will come and take him away We all watch in wonder at the dead man walking He goes through the streets with a blank stare His nonchalant look makes us all shiver He's on his way to a better place That I'm sure everyone wants to go The bombs are dropping ever so slowly Those men with guns Come in every house and take control The situation is beyond comprehension The only happy one is that dead man walking He rose out of the ground A dead zombie to haunt the streets And roam the world in the time of war More bombs come down and sound like fire crackers Another family is captured by the enemy's team of shooters Blood coats the streets in a thick layer The Sea of red and the destroyed buildings Clash in color This dead man walking does not mind His puttered color of green goes with both His evil chuckle almost not heard Over the airplanes and screaming of those being slaughtered He came to warn us that war was coming Clashed in war gear That dead man came We did not run Instead we had watched him That dead man walking has gone And so has everyone else
Fragments
Night brings fear and horror When it coats across the sky Blacking out the sun so bright I fear the darkness, it brings no good In my bed I shiver Sleep shall not come tonight I fear being alone to my haunting thoughts I fear no one like I fear my mind At night my mind goes into a fire Thinking thoughts so scary I scare myself senseless so often I don't understand myself How can my brain become my curse I slip away into lala land The night is creeping closer My haunting dreams of others are forming in my mind Figures of murders, thieves, bombers and shooters creep into my dreams Do I die tonight or will another A child crying in my arms It's me when I was 3 So little but I'm sure then my heart was not true Years go bye in a minor minute I wake hot and sweaty The pain still fresh in my mind The owls are hooting Their grimness makes me shiver Alone again by myself to my thoughts The night is around me Forever reminding me of my dreams My head falls into my waiting hands Will I ever get away? I glance at the windows Those murders can come through at any time Died in my bed I shake my head trying to kill the image I haunt myself My mind always follows me I grab at reality for release from my curse Dawn comes and the light brings release But even in day, I fear But I don't dream, those dreams I just remember
The Drunken Love Poem
I lose my self in your eyes My soul just seems whole when you're near You beautiful thing that I hold dear How your smile is like a whole bottle of Prozac Which I swallow When everything in the world seems like lies I know your words are true Like a crutch you held me up Your words so soothing Like a lull-a-bye When I cried you were there Holding me I would give the world to be there at your side I would go on a life-threatening journey To have you back But you're gone All I do these days is weep Except I stop every so often for some rum Why is it you never notice what's so obvious When it's near I would die if I could tell you One last time How I love you so Had too much courage to tell you When you made a beeline for the door I wish it was as it used to be So I could tell you what I feel, My dear But you went away that night Making my life so bleak I turned to booze like a long-lost friend That bottle of Tequila is all I have I dread the sun It's just like your hair I wish I could take back every word And hold you tight But your long gone To far away Leaving me all alone My heart is stone And only your big blue eyes can melt it I wish that day would come When I could hold you so But I fear it will never come true For your forever gone My long lost love
Blink
My hair fly's back As I race down the hallway of forever going I slam the locker closed To keep in the demons The chorus of infernal yelling never goes away Never leaves my fragile mind alone The world will never hear my calls of sanity The peers of mine have booked me up as an idiot With no brain But I know its just lies, they don't know me Of course they will never want to, I'm nothing to them I never plan to be I'm just a loser in this maze of life Stop the pounding, Stop the madness I know me, you never will My friends never will I run to the bathroom, a place of peace Cows check them-selves out, it makes me mad I guess I have a case of mad-cow disease Never again will I tread this hall To the class of infernal hatred They spit at what I stand for I stand for an outsider A person not like any other
Just blink, You'll miss me Just shudder, I'll be long gone I always leave I never stand still The inner child is crying, numbly trying to kill the infernal mess The peer's grab at my arms They all want me to pay, make me suffer I live, They tare I cry, They laugh Morbid strangers give me a second look Just another chick, Any everyday smo But no one knows, I'm not No one knows it just not that way An everyday simpleton, I'm not A trendsetter frowns at my ghastly outfit A follower looks to Arianna(bitch) to show her, her disgust I believe in nothing, no ones true Their all lies, your all lies Damn, the peers are not true You soak your sorrow in friends You'll never come close to the sorrow I feel Come on peers, dance and sway To the rhythm of my pounding heart The pace quickness as everyone gets near
Just blink, I'll be gone Just wish, I'll slam you down (to reality) Just blink, Simple fool Just blink I'll tread a path not found
I'll gather crops at the Garden of Eden Peers think I'm odd But if they ever thought, what I thought I guess that then they might understand
You know the drill You smile that fake smile That makes me shake my head Everyone, I pity you I don't care who you are I pity you Lifeless dorm, Just blink Fool, get busy Just blink I'll go on forever With your opinion or not I'll blink Society is your crouch Weak-minded dorms, Just blink Just end it all My friend, my foe Just blink If not for me For your sanity Blink PEERS Blink Just blink
Tomorrow's Eyes
Tomorrow is another day What do you want to do today? Sail the undiscovered seas Open up a new bag of peas? Burn candles upon a bottle of rum Or fly a dragon to kingdom come?
Yesterday you were a lonely kind Today you are just waiting to wind 'Till tomorrow when your love arrives To open up a new pair of eyes And then for once, you shall see How it is to be that 'she' or the 'he'
How it is wonderful to be How wonderful and real it is to see To be caressed in thine lover's arms Ana crept away from all life's harms Embrace each other in a passionate love Stroke in unisin, fly like a dove Find your happiness in your desire You will know when you never tire
Never tire to see their face Or miss the beauty of their grace Never bore to hear their voice With their tears, fresh and moist How long, if any will it take To lose the sweetness of love's cake? A minute, an hour, a month, or a year? How long for love' s bitter end to appear?
The answer that is, lies not there For true love is really, terribly rare It is charm to be touched by the hand Of the one who keeps your feet near land It is love to give and to get From the one you waited for and met It is known that true love never dies Because you will never again close your eyes
What will you do, do today? Tomorrow surely is another day Not sail the undiscovered seas Nor eat that new bag of peas Not burn candles over rum Or even fly to kingdom come Just sit and wait, 'till today goes With all its wonders, wills and woes Then when tomorrow finally arrives You will meet your pair of eyes. *Katarina Konstantinovic*
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